Thursday, November 13, 2008
I AM TIRED..is over.. finally.. i am tired.. very tired.. ish veri shag for mi for the past 3 days.. with all the commotion going on, i have to put on a fake front.. nobody ish crying except fot mi.. i am strong.. i am suppose to be strong and i will be strong.. seeing your loved ones leaving u ish a torment.. my mum told mi everytink will soon be over, i listen to her.. but it don seems the way.. the torment only starts when everytink ended.. the times where u missed her, the times you feel teally empty.. the times when you learned to leave without her.. when i see the coffin being pushed into the fire, i jus broke down.. and seeing my beloved granny become into ashes make it realli wanna faint.. ish realli quite shocking.. tis few days had been spending much time with my cousins.. becum closer to them.. my fam relationship with them arent very good.. ish making mi tink tat why only wen tinks happen den ppl start to get tgt.. to my friends: i will be okay.. don worri.. i jus need some time to get used it..mama i will miss u loads.. hope u are well in the other world, happily with yeye.. RIP :(
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♥Heather 
